Selfless humility.

Why is it that some can go through life without caring or showing compassion for others and without exposing their true selves?  These are the people that show up at the scene of an accident only to watch.  These aren’t your heroes.  Is it easier going through life watching others in misery and not throwing a lifeline to save them?  Is it easy turning your back on your fellow man and enjoying their misery as long as it doesn’t affect you in any way?  The way the world is changing around us it would seem that just might be that easy.  Perhaps some people want to portray themselves as something different instead of showing which cards they are actually playing with.

Some say I shouldn’t care and I should only worry about myself.  The root problem to those ideas is the fact that most of the time noone cares and that job of caring and making sure everything remains running smooth is left to the person who didn’t ask for or accept the responsibility.  The problem is when you think ahead and watch people ignore their problems long enough that eventually they become yours to fix because everyone else neglects them.  If the person dealing with all the problems is the person drowning in the problems others created, who is left to do the saving?  Is being selfless to make others happy more imporant than making yourself happy?  Is holding yourself to higher standards and expectations than you hold others to really worth it?  Is it true that free thinkers and intellectuals are being phased out by the sheep in society that do whatever they want to because there are no more repercussions?  Instead of people turning to themselves or whatever faith they have for insipiration they turn to the filth they call music.  I call it garbage that’s not even worth the five cents of plastic it’s sold on.

It’s better to wear your feelings on your sleeves and not hide anything from anyone.  Try to be the best representation of your self that is humanly possible.  There is nothing to hide.  Do anything for anyone without asking for anything in return and even more for the people that really matter most to you.  Humility at times can be your own worst enemy.  Perhaps sometimes people need to be saved from themselves.  One day everything that you do now may matter.  It might matter to the right person.  If you are told something in confidence don’t repeat it to someone else.  Perhaps life is easier as a misogynist with a vice to vent your frustrations.  Estrogen causes hope to fall to the earth like a lead balloon in a ball of misguided flames aimed directly at the hopeful.  There has to be something more than just a muse to keep one thinking about the brighter side of things.  Something that is the light in your darkness.

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